Tuesday, May 20, 2008


If I could sleep forever/then I would forget about everything.....

So the song goes.

I'd kill for a great night's sleep. Anytime soon would be good. Lately it seems a bit worse than usual, which was never good to begin with.

My dreams include warm feelings about and conversations with Josh Lyman. And that is when I can turn my brain off....or down.

I'll assume most of my pseudo-insomnia is due to work and the uncertainty that brings. As of yesterday, I'm feeling a little bit better about where I am in where I will fall out into the new structure, but don't want to speculate on it just yet. Some hours I feel like I'll be better than safe, other times I feel like I will get a raw deal.

Oddly enough, even the rawest of their deals would keep me employed, just in a reporting structure I could not possibly abide by. Or worse, having to relocate.

My deviated septum is worse - I swear it. Though I have perfected a sleep mode (since I'm not doing it much at all anyway) to hold a nostril open while I actually snooze. Don't ask about the Breathe Right strips. They are ok....for a day or two, then they just irritate the skin like no one's business.

Song by: Dandy Warhols


RJ March said...

I hate that kind of anxiety, the kind that keeps you awake. I wish you sweet dreams, Blobby.

Anonymous said...

Xanax baby! Just a low does, 0.25mg knocks me out. I've been taking it each night here in Cali.

I take it with my evening Brandy. Totally Valley of the Dolls!
Hey, I've got Nana to deal with!

Tracy in the Berkshires, Ma. said...

The answer to todays Live with Regis and Kelly trivia contest was Josh Lyman....to bad you were not the caller......you might have got a few nights of shut eye on a "5 Night 6 day all expense trip to Myrtle Beach, SC" ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz