moody

I'm in a mood. 

You do know when people say that, it is never a good one, right?

Bad moods aren't always conducive to writing. Or thinking clearly, sometimes. 

I had a post semi ready to go, but just didn't finish it yet. You know, cause......mood. 

No doubt some of it is social media, which I just had to stop looking at, since every fucking post was about Kirk. That media / social media / propaganda machine is just working day and night. Talk about doom scroll. 

No doubt some of my mood has been from a week without running. Allegedly, I'll be able to start tomorrow (today, now). I think we all know that running is a huge mental health thing for me, so a week is a long time. 

Biking and lifting are ok, but don't do the job, and I'm anxious about how this affects my marathon training 

So I've been burying myself in reading in any of my free time. It distracts me from the now. And I finally got smart to do it where I put my phone and laptop in another room. Well, I put ME in another room, but you get the idea. 

I don't necessarily expect a mood shift once I do my first run. It might take a few, but hell, you never know. It could happen. 

Song by: Royal Otis